DRAMA
tara let's save our tears
lock em' up
and throw away the key
till someone picks it up
and asks to open it
saying "I'm here to take them away now."
tara let's save our tears
lock em' up
and throw away the key
till someone picks it up
and asks to open it
saying "I'm here to take them away now."
You are worthy
it's nothing tha you've done
nor any that you will ever do
Love surrounds you
it breathes on you everyday
willing you to wake
and live
for you are worthy
of the sunshine
and the rain
you are above and beyond all these
halo and all
Dancing around the twilight fire
hearing the stars' echoing cry
tonight the sky with us conspires
to seal us into you and I
let's just fall
fall into you and I
Yesterday's a world away
and tomorrow is yet to be born
here, now is where we'll stay
free from a world of hate and scorn
let's just fall
fall into you and I
the air around us
will keep us safe
from harsh words and tears
and your arms around mine
will hold us back
from the horror of coming years
here in this place of dream
where the starfall and the mist meet
where all words form perfect rhyme
forever keep this stitched in time
i want to send you my messages
I want to call so I'll hear your voice
I want to know you're well
I want to know you're where you're supposed to be
I want to do all these things
but I won't
for now I want you to discover me all over again
I want you to be the one who will choose to seek me
but I do want to be found
by you
and I'll be striding just far enough
for you to take that extra step
then I'll turn around and say
"I've been yours all along anyway."
and it's alive
and it's there
breathing and pulsating
though hidden beneath an icy coccoon
it is there
waiting for its season
as I do
I need to believe that it can still happen
that beyond hope, beyond fear and beyond sanity
there are still things worth fighting for
I need to believe that it still exists
love that pushes on no matter what
if there is someone out there
who can believe in it
only because I fight for it
then it makes
all the tears
all the pain
worth it
people hardly fight
for what they believe in anymore
and if I can
maybe
show them that
there is still
hope
No matter how hard I try
I can't escape it
that I feel that I only matter
if I matter to you
there's too much of you in me
that when the time comes
that I really lose you
I fear that
I'll lose myself
Need my strength?
Here, take it.
Use it to break blocks of ice
and carry loads of burden
Need my hand?
Here, take it.
Use it when you need warmth
or to open doors in front of you.
Need my heart?
Here, take it.
Use it when you need comfort
or a source of joy
But when you're done
don't throw it away
even when it's mangled and worn
I may still need it
just in case
you return
along with an orange, plastic ring.
there.
your road is ahead of you, far and wide
take it and go
I know you don't want me to follow
take it and go
as for me
i am here.
Will our song rise again
above clouds of dust and tears?
Is our hope trodden and stomped underfoot
worries
and pain
and pride
can it survive the ever budgeoning weight of years?
Far our sights have gone
and many the places our smiles have met
these too many to lose
too beautiful to regret
Upon church aisles we promised
and on cloudy nights we faltered
giving away pieces of ourselves
when we were never really whole
without our smile
without our love
like being out of breath
we grope
for every available gasp
when all we wanted
was each other's
I told you how it felt like
when my fingers sit beside yours
I felt like I was home
I bought a gurl a pair of pretty pink shoes
not knowing how far they'd go
will they bring her back amidst my mud-filled blues
or lead her away to someone else's soul
I knew I'd hurt her true and bad
and didn't treasure her as much as I should
now all I wanna do is not make her sad
and love her as much as I could
baduy ba?...cute kaya.
Ill come when need be
this much you know
but sometimes you have to save me
knowing I wont let go
mayroon pa bang mashihigit pa
ikaw na siguro ang pinakamalala
ni minsan di ko kayang magtago sa iyo
ni hindi ko rin magawang manloko
basang basa mo ang bawat galaw
huling huli mo kahit di malinaw
kaya mo pang tapusin ang aking mga salita
minsan sabay pa nga ang pagbigkas at pagtula
ikaw ang tanging may alam kung pano pawiin
ang ulo at dila na laging maiinitin
kaya mo rin saluhin ang luhang pumapatak
at kaya mo rin na dahil sa iyo ito ay dumanak
sa lahat ng ito nais magpasalamat
na ikaw ang higit na kaibigan sa lahat
o diba...BOW.
what does it mean when each kiss is a sting?
each embrace is a needle?
and each smile is a tear?
If my memories of joy are your memories of fear,
what is the outcome the next time you are near?
It seems to be a tell-tale sign
bright as a lamp
clear as a kiss
Your face bares and brings
all the wonderful things
worth being missed
jagged and piercing
they break the panes
of the heart
shattered and broken
now falling apart
Is there no defense
against your sweet oppression?
No resistance from my conscious surrender?
There is only the dredging
of the bells of time
soft, silent acquiesce
Yeshua
We were looking for songs to sing for She's party thing, I didn't know the lyrics then but I found it in another blog. Could these words be my words? Probably, words lost in the vacuum of hate, and sung only in the shadow of tears...here it goes...
What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?
No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?
How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling
I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster
O diba..BOOM.
I may not be kilig-material
I guess knowing me for 20 years
took that edge away
but still I know there's noone else
who gave you oslo paper gifts
on your fifth birthday
We may not look great if we'd be a couple
there are a thousand others
who'd look much better
but I'm sure and there's proof
that we prove a great Mary and Joseph
straight down to the letter
I may not eat everyday with you
in school and the different corners
that you appear in
but eating lunch in your house
with your mom is surely
a victory to win
I may not count real fast
or learn to engineer computers
or houses and bridges
but I know for sure
I make great paper airplanes
that fly over chairs and ridges
I may be just one of those
who say everyday "I love you."
but surely I'm different because I believe
that Christ's love is enough thru and thru
Natatandaan mo ba?
ako ni hindi ko malimutan
ang bahay na titirahan natin
and kulay ng kuwarto
at ang masayang makapiling
natatandaan mo ba?
ni hindi ko malimutan
ang mga anak na pinangalanan
at ang pangakong pang kailanman
*...inspired by John Provido
You remarked "How come they like you?"
"They don't even know how cruel you are!"
Well...here we go.
I've hurt people
trampled on their hearts because I liked having my own way
I've cheated love and made fools out of people who loved me
I've neglected the ones who really cared because at the time, I didn't need them
I chose when and where I needed to be loved
And when I didn't need it, I told it to go away
But now, months after the repentance and the forgiveness is done
I see it, love
hiding beneath an ice-cold armour of pain and self-preservation
I've shed my own armour
Took all my pride away so now all willl see me as I am
Could you take it off too?
I can't take it off for you, as I was the one who put it there
But I can show you how it feels to be without it
and breathe life
and love
and freedom
Its as if time stands still as you hold my hand
for you hold it so perfectly, pristine and without an inch of lost space
then you smile as we part ways
and suddenly the memory is history
Its as if the world stops when you look into my eyes
when love is so obviously shown and poured out
then you smile as we part ways
and the memory is history
Replying comes hard
and the warmth is so quickly, inevitably gone
im vexed about what get's in the way
that your warmth doesn't live on fully
even for one whole day
When you doubt
and the world constricts around you
do not fear
youre stil free to live
still free to love
you still ownyour heart
you still own your soul
In obedience there is hope
In patience there is a dream
a dream of you
Mayroon akong pagsasalitaan bukas na pagtitipon ng mga kabataan sa DLSU-D.
At sa paggawa ko ng aking mensahe, inalok ako nang pinakamamahal kong kaibigan na siya
ang gumawa ng presentasyon sa komputer upang ipalabas bukas habang ako ay nagsasalita.
Napakasarap ng pakiramdam, napaka...tama. Maaaring ganito nalang sana ang palaging
mangyari hanggang sa kinabukasan, na magkatulungan kami.
there's this pentel pen ring around my finger
it was drawn by the most beautiful person I know...in and out.
Maybe I won't wash it for like...5 years,
hanggang totoo na.
I know I trust you
and I know that the Lord is by your side and that you won't give up the faith we have. I know that you need your time to enjoy life and walk on your own. I also know that you're with good friends who won't treat you bad, that your heart is safe and secure and that you are grounded and firm.
I also know that I just worry too much.
how can I turn it off?
Lunch with you and your mom
is one of the most natural things
with pinangat and your burned-up crepe
nothing is simpler
...there is a purpose under Heaven that we cannot see, when we don't, we become angry, depressed or even struck with bitterness. We reject what is present because of the pain of the past, and oftentimes, we fall into weakness and put outselves into things or people that is harmful, and sinful.Siguro, we should just let that invisible purpose simmer in us, pass through us and broil us, then as we emerge from the heat...masarap na kainin. Sana gets nyo. ako medyo palang. like this...
I had to lose you to find you
I had to hurt you to heal you
I had to be a fool to be wise
I had to feel the dirt to see the skies
I've asked for your forgiveness
repented for my hurts against you
but I still want to say...
I really am sorry
....I see the pain you still feel
... your silent anger echoes
...and the weight in your heart hinders you from loving
Im sorry
Im sorry
Im sorry
Maybe I don't need your strength,
maybe I just need to be with you in your weakness.
you know what our love is like?
it is like this dream we forget upon waking
like a ray of sunshine that we can never look straight into
it is similar to a sweet secret kept in the hidden corners of youth
it is too precious to be said aloud
it is a whisper
a silent phrase that is lost once it is spoken
that is why we have to keep it
layered beneath memories cherished and embraced
that is why it is worth waiting for
that is why it is worth fighting for
because it is all too precious to let go
you are strong and beautiful, worthy to be praised and loved
your family loves you, your friends see hope and kindness in you
your strength gives hope for the people who need it
you may not realize it, but the world shouts thanks for your existence
you are true, noble and kind
more beautiful than any named flower
because you can
laugh, and cry and love
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